想起以前的过错

今天早上就要考科学了
我还是一如往常般的临时抱佛脚的复习到三井半夜
但是我的脑子里突然的想起我以前作弊时被老师抓到的画面
心得感觉突然晾凉的
想起当时是因为我对自己没有信心，所以我才会把其中一个算法程式给写在桌子上
平时的作弊都没被老师抓到过
但是那时却很不幸运的被老师抓到了
但是好才的是他并没有没收我的考卷
但是她却告诉我的科学老师了
而且我很幸运的是老师也原谅我了，不过他要我和监考的老师道歉，不然他就不改我的考卷
所以我也就去道歉了，拼且也原谅了我，还给我训了几句
经过那次之后，我就没再作弊了，但是我还是好怕遇见我当时的科学老师啊

身为狮子座的我可不容许被别人知道这丢脸的事情啊
所以也很庆幸的我变好了只是还是很懒惰罢了
因为今年可不比去年阿
要是老师当场抓到的话就直接把你的考卷给抽走了，拼且还给个鸭蛋你呢！！！

feel sorry for my parents

i feel very sorry for my parents , because they paid many tuition fee , just want to to study , can get a good result
但是现在却正在做一件对他们感到很抱歉的事情
就是逃课！
因为明天考科学，所以我的一些朋友他们就没去补习了
而另外一个呢就跑去金河曲预购专辑了
我很好奇他们难道都不会觉得对父母但到很抱歉吗？
竟然为了一点的小事就跑课
我知道他们的父母有钱
但是难道他们都不会想想父母赚钱的辛苦吗
每次和他们说时他们就会感到很认同，但是另一方面却又在做着另外一套
真的让我看到很反胃

但是我有有什么办法呢
我的朋友就只有他们，但是我却不知他们是否把我当成是朋友了
我反而还会比较最羡慕我妹妹的朋友
总觉得他们比较有人情味
所以我总是比较喜欢参与他们的活动
但是人本来就是有自己的圈圈的
所以有时会觉得参不进他们但是我真的是很喜欢我妹的朋友胜过于我的朋友
我真的很想有一个可以和我非常非常投缘的朋友出现一直陪伴在我的身边
因为我的朋友和我的妹妹有时不是非常德理解我内心深处的感受
让我有时会觉得很孤单，并且想要躲起来哭泣
我知道人是没有完美的
也没有一个可以完完全全了解我的人

所以我非常想去美国有一半的原因都是出自于朋友的身上的
因为我觉得可能我可以找到我要的东西

追随明星偶像还真是........

喜欢追韩星但是碍于没有钱可以买他们的商品
但是没关系，但是现在却连上网下载他们的视频都阻碍多多阿！
我好想念以前的电脑系统哦
快又方便
但是偏偏又一大堆问题
自从拿去弄后，电脑就不比以前的了
但是奇怪的是为何我的CLUBBOX都不让他行呢？
我还等着它来帮我下载的，但是他却和我作对
一点都不WORK!
我已经尽量的把电脑里的东西减少了啦！

Might get in to a big trouble.....*SAD* *REGRET*

i was so regret now , because i did a wrong thing
that is I'm back earlier when that time was belong to stay at school
but , I back early because when i finished my history exam , we still left many hour to run
and i was so bored to be at school
and my friend they were wanted to back now , so they asked me to follow by
and i said yes
but now I feel so bad and worry
cuz i scare I and my sister will get in a big trouble
so , now i just hope tomorrow will be fine
and please don let the headmaster to recognize who are they....
My God , please forgive me and i promises won't do that again!!!!!!!!

a terrible english test for me...in my percubaan exam

i so sad , and so disappointed for my English Test I&II
in paper II i have so many vocabulary that i don know
and so of the question i don know how to answer
all the section i was did so badly

and in paper I was totally want to die
because when i passed up i just realize that i can still finish up my essay
because at the last minutes all the points are comes up to my mind
and i had no time to write again
the second essay must have over 350 words , but i didn't
arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! angry and sad
but it also is all my false
why i don want to study more and more....

what i can do now?
just waiting for my worst result , and study more to improve my English!

My Mom's Birthday!!

it was my mom's birthday ,
so we were went to eat Korea BBQ at Sri Hartamas
there are so many Korea restaurants and shops
there also have many Korean peoples live at there
we went to the Korea House BBQ to serve our dinner
that was my brother chosen one
and it was my brother treat us
i was so happy i can eat Korea BBQ , because i and my sister hadn't eat before
and my mom and dad last time had eaten at Korea already

when we started to eat it , i really can't eat much , because some of the recipe are spicy ex speciously is the Kim Chi

After we had served our dinner , we were decided to go to the Seoul Mart
inside there have many things are import form Korea
and i had bought and ate the Korea ice-cream( that always show at the Korea drama seem like "冰棒")
we just bought some few things in that shop only
and i had bought a note book for my friend , because the cover is the doll that my friend really likes (haha i'm so kind)

When we arrived , we started to celebrate my Mom's birthday with the cake that i bought from secret recipe "black forest"

got one thing that made me so regret ,i was forgot to take picture in this special day!!!!!!
now i have no left anythings to commemoration , just have the memories in my mind

today was a first day for the percubaan exam!

Today was a first day for the percubaan examination
i was so worried about my result , because i just knew a bit that economy from 4 only
and i really just can understanding form 4 in frond that few chapter only
but anyway , i hope i can get a good result
because i had already did my best