a terrible english test for me...in my percubaan exam

i so sad , and so disappointed for my English Test I&II
in paper II i have so many vocabulary that i don know
and so of the question i don know how to answer
all the section i was did so badly

and in paper I was totally want to die
because when i passed up i just realize that i can still finish up my essay
because at the last minutes all the points are comes up to my mind
and i had no time to write again
the second essay must have over 350 words , but i didn't
arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! angry and sad
but it also is all my false
why i don want to study more and more....

what i can do now?
just waiting for my worst result , and study more to improve my English!